Lets be Transparent...
I still get overwhelmed
I would like to have a conversation about nothing and everything besides talking about medical stuff
I am a follower of a CHARGE parents support group and sometimes I stroll really fast over pictures out of fear and discomfort
I get really annoyed answering the same 50 million questions about Sophia's health
I get even more annoyed answering those questions to family
I am always surprised by the types of questions a stranger will ask
I have found great comfort in conversations with almost strangers
I am still flabbergasted by the responses and actions of those closest to us in regards to Sophia's care
I am actually ready to go back to work
I am excited to have a new purpose and daily normalcy
I feel selfish for wanting to go back to work
I want to make sure Sophia has the best of the bests
Doctor and hospital visits have become so routine
I enjoy cleaning because I find peace in it however my house still isn't clean enough...the OCD hasn't kicked in yet
I hate worrying about money...who wants to buy a futon?
Sophia's palsy has slightly returned and that saddens me... is that vain?
I have a great fear for having more children
I want Sophia to have a sibling so she will always have a best friend
Smokers give me great anxiety
I need to diet but cooking is relaxing and something I can do at home because I am always at home
I am eager to see Sophia walk on her own
I cannot help but feel a little jealousy when I see children Sophia's age doing all the "age appropriate things" that Sophia cannot yet do...
I kick myself in the rear for thinking things like this
Walking, Talking, Eating are things I will never take for granted
My Husband is still and will always be my best friend because truly he gets me and IT
I am tougher than I ever knew I was capable of and I thought I was pretty tough all along
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